Formal

Saturday night. Formal
I was looking forward to this event for such a long time...
only to be kicked out.
I spent 40 dollars the ticket-- and I didn't even get food!
I guess thats what you get when you decide to pound before the event...
I was such an idiot that night.
Just thinking about it makes me cringe, because I made SUCH a fool of myself.
Talking back and demanding a refund isn't that great when your drunk
I'm sure the people working weren't even taking me seriously.
such an embarrassment
even better-- i ended up balling my eyes out on the way back. Great.
Classy.

I ended up going back to south and started pounding again with some friends.
I don't remember half the night--- but it was great.
embarrassing, but in the end... still a good time.


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High.

AGHHHH

End of the school year

So the end of the school year is coming up...
and I must say I am really dreading it.
This whole year was definately a blast.
I enjoyed pretty much all of it, minus the late nights of studying (hey, actually some of those were pretty fun... haha shots at 4 in the morning<3)
It was all so worth it.
I have also learned a heck of alot too
not just in class-- but also common sense
university is an amazing experience
I love everything that came out of it.
I also met a good amount of friends, people that I hope to keep in touch with even after university is over.
agggggh. time goes by when you are having fun.
and I am excited for next year-- more good times to come.


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sunshine!

ohhh the weather is looking nice!
spring is near, and i am sooo happy.
you know what this means?
JOGS!
I can start working out again!
this makes me rather happy.


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uuugh

Okay so I am a little dispointed that I am not working in the Kelso location for my job this summer.
I am working at King's Collegiate, wherever that is.
Somewhere in Oakville... but I reallly wanted to be in Kelso!
Its weird because I had a dream about a week ago that I got a location that wasn't Kelso.
And woooopty dooooo
I got another location!
Hah. I guess dreams really do come true:|
the dreams I don't want to come true anyways.

whatever.
I'm still thrilled that I got the job.

Wasting Time

So I am sitting here. On my bed. Doing nothing.
I should be studying, but I am not
whats wrong with me??????
Its like 3 in the morning and I cannot sleep. This really sucks.
I need sleeping pills. Some good sleeping pills.
I reallly cant stop thinking either, school has been flooding my mind-- and I really am stressed out.
I just want to go on vacation
cuba?
sweeeeet. bring me there please.
I want to sip on pina caladas and rum & coke ... and of course do nothing but party all day
HAA in my dreaaaammmmss.

peace && love.

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Jealousy

It sucks.
Thats all I can say.
I have allllwayyyyss been a jealous person-- yet some people cannot tell because I do hide it.
Theres always someone better out there,
prettier, smarter, more talented than you.
Even the girl that gets the guy you have always wanted can be a killer.
I have always dealt with jealousy issues-- more so in my past, and even now it sometimes creeps up on me.
Not as much with looks, but more with guys I like.
I tend to be the one chasing the guy that I cannot have... therefore I am always jealous of the girl he ends up with. It just sucks.
Its just hard seeing someone you like, or even love... with someone else.
The feeling in your stomach, and the pain that follows is horrible.. and its something I have always dealt with.
Espcially with him... someone I have loved for so long, but got no where with it.
I was SO damn naiive, but I don't regret anything.
I have learned that it is not worth it to go for someone that is already taken... especially if they show you that they are also interested in you.
I guess I learned that guys aren't everything.


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