No Motivation

I have no moitivation to go out and find another job.
I am an idiot for waiting this long... because now my chances of finding one are slim to zero.... and my dad is killing me for it.
I have no want, no drive to find another job. I definately dont want to work....
but I need to and this sucks.

I dont have sufficient funds saved up.... nor do I make sufficient funds.
I am so upset right now.